What hurts the most..

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts Tthe Most

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The memories of the past is back to haunt me.
I had been having nightmares for a few nights.
This has got to stop. I won't let myself go back to where I was before.
:(
I need distractions, where is my distraction?

Goodbye My Almost Lover..

A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images, no

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do..

No Happen Ending..

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,

No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

.

Wake up in the morning,

stumble on my life

Can't get no love without sacrifice

If anything could happen,

I guess I wish you well

A little bit of heaven,

but a little bit of hell

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This is the hardest story that I've ever told

No hope, or love, or glory

Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I'm wasted

No happy ending

And I waste everyday

.

This is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,

No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

.

2 o'clock in the morning,

something's on my mind

Can't get no rest;

keep walkin' around

If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,

I can get to my sleep

I can think that we just carried on..

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I'm so loving this song now. Well, it suits me well though.

Btw, I'm still very much alive. And will start posting up more often.

I pretty much spend most of my time n work and staring at the laptop all day n night.