Sunday, June 11, 2006

Baby fever.

My baby cousin brother is back from Singapore!
I miss that boy so much. . . he's such a nuisance.
I had to babysit him yesterday cos his parents wanted to go for a movie.
He can talk so well now, he follows everything you tell him to say. .
Anyway, its a good thing that they'll be back for a while.
Plus, my aunt's arriving from Sweden tomorrow.
So that I can have something to keep myself busy.
I can play with baby, play with my cousin sister, paint her nails,
gossip with my aunt, smoke with her, go shopping, whatever!

Friday, June 09, 2006

New chapter.

I figured that there were bad memories and bad posts in my last blog so I decided to change it.
Let the past be buried. Plus, things I wrote there were kinda dumb and I wish I didn't write that. Moving on the new chapter of my life.. things between me and Edmund are going on well.. I don't want to let anything spoil it. And the fact that he knows everything about my past and reads my blog, seemed like he didn't mind one single bit, or maybe he really doesn't mind. But I just don't want anything to remind him of my past especially some particular people which he really hates.

People would say, 'its only 6 months'.. but to me, its 6 long dreadful months!
He hasn't even been away for 2 weeks, but it seems like its been months.
The longest I've been apart from him was probably 3 days, maximum.
It seems like we can't live without each other. I hope nothing goes wrong. *crosses fingers*
Anyway, I'm starting class in July. I just can't wait to get something to do because the loneliness is killing me. I might start working next week, not too sure yet.