Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Boiling..

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Its just one of those days where everything & everyone
just have to piss the shit out of me. That includes yesterday.

I tried to keep calm and take deep breaths.. but it still wouldn't work.
Part of me feels like screaming and the other part feels like breaking down.

Well, maybe I've just been too tired.
Haven't had a good rest since last week.

I need a holiday! Maybe I just need my boyfriend, like someone said.

Damn.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Looking forward to the weekends.

I'm looking forward to Batu Pahat this weekend to
visit my cousins and at the same time to attend a wedding dinner.
I miss them so much I can't resist skipping class on Saturday to go there.
I already planned nicely which dress to wear for the dinner.
And then today I was kinda forced into going to my college's Orientation Night on Friday.
Pfft!. Now I have to think what to wear for that.
I was thinking of the black dress I wore for my cousin's wedding,
but on 2nd thoughts maybe I should go with the other 2 dresses that I have not worn before.
Super headache. Ish.

Tiredness is killing me. But then again, I had some happy news today!
So theres a reason for me to smile to sleep tonight.
I should dry my hair and head to the bed now.
:)

Saturday, September 16, 2006

The day a F-crue was born.


Happy 19th Birthday Aaven Chen!

Big boy alreadyyyyyyyy! Be good yar.
Have a great time and lotsa fun.
Lotsa love.

Friday, September 15, 2006

The day a babe was born.





Happy 20th Birthday Liann Yap!


It might just have been 4 yrs since I first knew you,

but it seems like its been forever.

Stay just the way that you are. We love you that.

This is your special day, so enjoy!

And say bye bye to your teenhood.

Love you lots babe. *Hugs & kisses*

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Random

Been so tired running in and out of college everyday.
Not enough sleep, insomnia kicked in again.
So I thought I would have time for myself on weekends
but I was wrong. I have class on Saturdays.


Anyway, a certain issue has been bothering me lately.
And I can't do anything about it.
Ok, maybe there is something I can do.
But the question is, how?
*sigh*
This is really really bad.

Gtg now, pick mom and head home.
Laters.

Monday, September 11, 2006

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And if you will,

I will, try to let it go..

Friday, September 08, 2006

21. I'll be there in exactly 5 months. :)

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Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people.
Ready, Start!

1. Edmund
2. Sue Lynn
3. Khai Yeing
4. Li Lian
5. Liann
6. Jen Ai
7. Adrian
8. Eric
9. Sue Ann
10. Simon
11. Lionel
12. Michelle
13. Seven
14. Peter
15. Carmen
16. Edwin
17. Hung
18. Boon
19. Sean
20. Ben
21. Aaven



THE QUESTIONS:

How did you meet 14?
Apparently he's my cousin brother.


What would you do if you never met 6?
There wasn't anything I could do because I wouldn't know she existed in the first place. But I'm glad I met her, 12 years ago. :)

What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
Muahaha, I'll be really happy but its unlikely to happen.

Did you ever like 5?
Yeap, I love her. In fact, if I didn't like her I wouldn't be mixing around with her.

Would 3 and 12 make a good couple?
Nah, one's my babe and the other's my cousin sister. How could it be possible?

Describe 8:
Oh god, he's a farn hai. Forever bugging me to fetch him, asking me for ciggarettes but he's a nice boy, though. I hope he finds someone nice.

Do you think 13 is attrative?
Yeap, definitly. He's good looking and has good sense of humour. Btw, he's the new addition of the ka-zen's.

Tell me something about 17:
He's the younger brother of 13. He's just as good looking as his brother. Really nice guy. Glad that I met him though.

Do you know any of 4's family members?
Hmmm, yeah? I know her mum, her dad, her brothers?

What's 21's favourite colour?
Uncle likes, Orange? Pink? Blue? Come on, one of them must be right!

What would you do if 18 confessed that he/she liked you?
Omg, I'd probably freak weh. We share a mother and son relationship people.

What languages that 20 speak?
Hmm.. cantonese, english, malay, mandarin & hokkien. Thats about it, I guess.

Who is 9 going out with?
No one at the moment. She's enjoying everybit of her singlehood right now.

What does 16 do?
He's an auditor in Australia.

When was the last time you talked to 13?
About 1 and a half month back? Will be talking to him again in November.

What perfume does number 2 use?
I don't think she normally uses perfumes. She has a kind of lotion smell on her sometimes. Mind me, it does smell good but weird. :P

Would you ever date 7?
Muahahahaha. Would you ever date your own brother?

Would you ever date 1?
Hmm.. yeah. I am actually currently dating him now, minus the distance. :)

Is 15 single?
Nope. She hasn't been single for the past 11 years. She's getting married in December.

What is 19's last name?
Yung.

Would you ever want to be in a a serious relationship with 11?
Our relationship is indeed serious. We're cousin's, who has been living together under one roof for a while. Can it get more serious?

What school does 3 go to?
Oh gosh. The schools that she went to is confusing. Yuk Chai, Tmn Sea, Sri Kl, Perth, Tazmania and now Monash/Vu? She might be heading to Melbourne next year. :(

Where does 10 live?
This canto-pop rocker lives in Tmn Tun.

What's your favourite thing about 10?
Hmmm, nothing actually. Just that he's my girlfriend's boyfriend, so I don't have a choice. I... am... just kidding. He's a nice guy, a joker and a potential husband for no.2 in future.

Have you seen number 13 naked?
Top half or bottom half?


Mind me, I'm bored.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Tuesday, September 05, 2006



Why does every fucking thing has to be this way?
What the fuck is wrong with him?
Why is he being so fucked up?
How can it bother me like fuck after so long?
Why do I have to fucking feel like fuck?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I feel very fucked.

Urgh..Fuck off.

Monday, September 04, 2006

Dream Of Me..

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Let me sleep
For when I sleep I dream that you are here
You're mine
And all my fears are left behind
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I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies
So let me close my eyes
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And sleep, a chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch, to kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
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So let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams, he'll dream of me
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I hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away, dream away
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I'll dream away...
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So let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams, he'll dream of me..