Saturday, December 22, 2007

I have to change the name of the blog so that I'm not easily found with shereenong.
I don't want people from office to know what I've been up to. :)

In a span of just a month, so many things had changed.
First, Miss Yap left for Florida.. and I've made my debut in Singapore.. &
Miss Yong has started working already..
Suddenly, I feel so damn bloody grown up.
Miss Chia, hahaha I know you hate me for leaving you alone.
But see you in Sg in 6 months time? We're gonna be housemates hopefully?

Work has been okay. The coming days will not be easy
as I have a whole damn LOT to learn. Law stuff man.
Colleagues are good.. even invited me to go clubbing with them.

Those were the days when we could go yamchar at anytime, anywhere of the day.
Its so bloody hard to even find time to meet up now.
And this is just the beginning. Hopefully we're all still gonna be close.

I miss so many things.. especially certain something.
Its been a while now. But I have been thinking of "it" quite alot these days.
Well, nothing can be done to solve it though. I just have to bare with it
until I can fuck "it" off.

Gonna do some christmas shopping.. laters.

Sunday, December 09, 2007

New leash..

Am already where I'm suppose to be.
All set to start work tomorrow...I'm so anxious.
This is going to be really tough but I will pull this off.
Normally, I will tear when I leave Spore, but this morning..
I was crying in the bus from KL. :(
But fret not, I will be home for the weekends in 2 weeks time, I hope!

As I'm sitting here all alone at my aunts place.
I feel lonely, I do feel like crying.
But its not so much about him anymore..
I miss everyone already and I miss home.
The conversations, the company and the familiar places.
Its only been a few hours, be strong Ms.Ong.

Part of me really really wants to see him. Just a glimpse or whatsoever.
But I know.. that I will fuck myself up all over again.
Cos I haven't seen him for more than a month, and I don't think of him
that much anymore. But but... I really really want to see him. :(