New leash..

Am already where I'm suppose to be.
All set to start work tomorrow...I'm so anxious.
This is going to be really tough but I will pull this off.
Normally, I will tear when I leave Spore, but this morning..
I was crying in the bus from KL. :(
But fret not, I will be home for the weekends in 2 weeks time, I hope!

As I'm sitting here all alone at my aunts place.
I feel lonely, I do feel like crying.
But its not so much about him anymore..
I miss everyone already and I miss home.
The conversations, the company and the familiar places.
Its only been a few hours, be strong Ms.Ong.

Part of me really really wants to see him. Just a glimpse or whatsoever.
But I know.. that I will fuck myself up all over again.
Cos I haven't seen him for more than a month, and I don't think of him
that much anymore. But but... I really really want to see him. :(