There he goes..

The bf has left town this morning! I tried my very best to control myself the whole morning. But once he got in the bus, I started walking to my car..
Thats when I could not control myself anymore. I'm alright now.. I feel better now I guess. Everything is gonna be different again. Hopefully this is for good.
We have not really spoken about "us" while he's in Singapore, yet. Its only a year, I'm sure I can take it. Guess I have alot to think about now.

He's away... mom will be away to Penang this weekend. Guess I'm left all by myself. :(

*sobs*

I'm at college now waiting for class to start. I've been a good girl these days..
going to class practically everyday... :) I wonder how long is this gonna last.

Anyway, the bf will be leaving to Singapore tomorrow..and still I don't feel anything! I'll be dead tomorrow... God knows when I'm gonna be laying my eyes on him again. Another few months I suppose. But I could just go there whenever I want to cos its only 500 km away not 5000 miles. Phew..

Life is so bored. Nothing to do, no where to go without money. I miss the beach. I wanna go back to Awana... :(

What you think I should do with the bf before he leaves? Make a home cooked meal together tonight, or go out and have a nice dinner and maybe a movie?
He will definitly not go out cos he doesn't wanna waste money.

Okay, to some of you. I know what you're gonna say. Yes, I will try to do something kinky tonight.. definitly. :P Hahahahaha...

Laters..


.:EDIT:.

Yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!! Not tomorrow not tomorrow.
Just another extra day makes a lot of difference okay..

Pictures..

I actually typed some stuff here already..

But then again, I better not say it yet..

In case anything goes wrong, I'm to blame

Urgh...

Anyway, holiday's over.

Class officially starts tomorrow.

Suppose to start today, but I didn't go and I didn't know.

Plus, I had quite bad cramps so, too bad.. :)

I only have time until August to fuck-around.

After that, its time for work, work and only work.

By the way, here's the pictures from our little trip.

The view on the way to the beach...

Bestfriends with boyfriends and girlfriends..

The beach..

A rare sight.. and its amazing

On the way back..

More soon I hope, malas wanna upload.

Off from today til weds!

Will be gone to Terengganu later at 7 plus.

With the girlfriend and boyfriends.

I went through a whole lot for this trip..

And at the end, I thought to myself.. what for?

Why am I doing all these?

I am taking this opportunity to think things through.

Hope I get an answer for myself when I get back. :)

p/s: My blog is getting boring.. need a revamp. Don't ya think so?

TOO much to take.

Need a holiday..

Need a holiday..

Need a holiday..

I have not really absorb the fact that he is leaving soon..

Need a holiday..

Need a holiday..

Most probably will be going Terengganu next week...

Please make it possible for me..

;(