Double wishes..

Happy 20th Birthday Chin Sue Ann!

Have lotsa fun.

Love.

And wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas!

Its the time of the year again..

Here's the season to be jolly , tra la la la la, la la, la la..

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Christmas time, time to share our love
COme and join the tidings to the world
Christmas time, the best time of the year
Yes, its christmas time..

Well, I'm not really a christmas person but I just love those happy songs!


Christmas is a day away. Have you got your plans? :)

Time passes really fast huh. We are going into a new year already.
Which means, a year older and more stress.

So, have this year been a good year for you?
Take a good look back to the beginning of this year.
Had things turned out the way you expected?
Were there more ups or downs?
Have you been naughty or been good?

Well, whatever it is.
Be thankful that you are able to go through another year with your loved ones.
Some people doesn't have that privilege.

Merry Christmas ya'll !

Happy holidays people!

I'm still very much alive and kicking, no worries.

:)

P/s : Am currently having a 3 hours break in between until my next paper.
Good luck to me. I am fucking sleepy now. Ish.

The intruder invades!

Because i dont want to open this page and see the same damn post reen posted up almost a decade ago, i'm gonna update for her! :)

This is also because i'm such a good friend, so her readers won't get bored of her. hahah

And because i'm such a good, no wait, make that a great friend hehe, i'm gonna post my pretty face here to make it interesting again. And also to wish myself for her should she not be able to come online on the 25th and wish me herself.
Happy early birthday lynnie sugar darlin! Love and respect you always, Reenie. :)

It had been planned weeks ago that we would all go out for dinner on Thursday to celebrate me growing out from my teen phase, somewhere nice in Hartamas. But, last night reen and i decided that we would all just go to Italiannis in OU as it is much nearer.

Talking about my teen phase, few days left of it and more pimples are popping out like daisies in the sun. Now there's two hard ones at the head of both my eyebrows. What is this man? Seriously la, i hope these massive pimples are the last of my teenage-breakout batch. Wouldn't wanna be a late bloomer and endure being called 'pizza face' after my teen years.

Alright, i think that's enough updating about me. As for reen, she's currently busy running errands like a chamber maid for her cousin's wedding and earning more dough so that she can enjoy under a blanket of stars with her baby once he's back.

-Guest blogger aka LynnieHerMajesty.

Long overdue..

Blogger has been a bitch, couldn't post anything few days ago.
And then, the connection has problem. Got strike by lightning I guess.
So I won't be online often. Unless I'm at coll.

Will spend the 11-19 working at BSC, promoting baby milk.
Yes you got that right, BABY MILK. :)
Haha, I need cash quite urgently cos he's is coming back soon.
And I won't have time to work in December.

Talking about him. He has been quite sweet these days.
Hehehe. I love this boy. :)

Gotta go now, laters.

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One year ago,

A friend of yours hinted me about your big day

We were normal friends then

We often bump into each other,

but seldom sit on the same table

We were like some shy school kids

We would chat online every night without fail

You didn't exactly say that you were after me

But your actions showed.

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One year later,

We are no longer just friends

Your presence changed my life

I never regret a single day being with you

My feelings for you have not changed since day one

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Its your BIG DAY today.

I can't be by your side to celebrate with this with you

I hope you liked the gifts I sent.

We'll have a real celebration when you get home

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Happy 20th Birthday!
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Missing you

Love.

I will know when the time is right..

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It will be a jam packed these coming 2 months.
I listed down the amount of people coming back next month..
and the events that will be happening. I think its almost full.
The free time I have after my exams will be spent mostly with him.
So much catching up to do, and he'll be back only for about a month.
Come January, I'm back to being all alone again.

Well, I haven't really got into the fact that he'll be going off again so soon.
I'm trying hard not to think of it, just yet.
Problem is, nobody knows how long he is going to be away this time.
He said, he'll want to come back at least once a year.
Does that mean that he'll be away for another 4, 5 years or more?
The past 5 months was hard enough to bare for me.
*sigh* I don't want to let go, and I don't wanna see him go.
But I don't have a choice. Someone asked me to pursued him to stay when
he comes back. I said to her No, I can't do that. Even though my heart is
asking him not to go. Its his life, and his career & I want the best for him.
I'm doing all that I could, I just hope he understands his part as well.
If 'WE' really do work out in future, I don't want to regret not supporting
him in building up his career. Well, I guess I come in close 2nd after his career.
:) I just hope he understands that, whatever he does, I'll be there to support him.

And for the past week, I missed him much more than ever.
Counting down to another 4 weekends.

Boo.

Holidays are over. Tomorrow's the last day.
Then its back to classes, classes and exam.
Boring. And I have not finished my assignment due on Monday.


Have to go now to pick the girls up.. laters.


* 31 more days til my baby gets back!

You made my day..

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So much for making decision, crying over nothings for the past couple of days.
You made it all right again with just a phone call.
Things are getting better, I couldn't be happier.
Seems like updating each other about our lives within the last 5 months wasn't easy.
That particular phone call was never ending.
But it was a damn good one, just like how it was before.
That, made me miss him even more.
4 ½ more weeks! I really can't wait.


P/s: Thank *YOU*..for whatever you've done for me.
Chill out, don't stress k.. You know you can always count on me.
All you need to do is just ask open up.. Love yaaaaa.

I've made up I've made up I've made up my mind.

Now its just the action.. and the right time. :)

Its not you, its me?

They always say, if you love someone, let them go.

Loving someone is seeing that person happy.

So in my case now, who should let who go?

Let the past be buried..

.:Edit:.

True enough. Another person from my past rolled in.

This is getting scary. While talking to someone last night over the phone,

a person from her past sent her a msg on msn. She said its my fault.

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Being sick last weekend only made me lazier.
I've been so lazy to go class, go out or just about anything at all.
I tend to get all stuck up myself and get moody. Not good.
But anyways, life does goes on.
I've tried not fretting over things that had happened.
Its out of my control.. so I might as well just let it be.
At the mean time that is. I just have to be patience
and wait for the right time.

Today, I chatted with someone on msn, someone that I
have not spoken to for over 2 years.
I figured that I've actually forgotten about the past long time ago..
The hatred and anger I have towards her are all gone.
I've grown up, and I've learn not to have enemies.
Oh and.. a long lost friend called me the other day.
I saw the number on my phone caller id, and said to myself..
Who's number is this.. it looks damn familiar.
And it struck me! Its someone I have not spoken for sometime too..
Luckily I didn't pick up and ask who is this.
She's someone really nice, and we've been through
alot together during school days.

Anyway, I hope to meet up with long lost friend soon.
We sure have alot to talk about, lotsa updates!
Also, I've been wondering, these 2 persons were
once someone close to me, and at the same time this week,
they both reappeared.. I wonder what else's coming back, into my life.
As you know me, I don't like surprises. Pfft.

* P/s : Jen Ai, I almost got into an accident last night. No thanks to you.
Urgh! But I am GLAD that you're fine now. Will see you soon okay.
Take good care babe.

I never hoped for this.

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I am very very very tired of this.

Please help me,

Stop all my sufferings.

I'm afraid I might kill myself, soon.

Fucked up.

Stupid haze.
I knew this was coming but didn't know it'll be this bad.
I've been on my bed the whole day and night yesterday.
I felt so weak and couldn't do anything.
Stupid flu, fever, sore throat and cough. Urgh.
Spoiled my whole weekend.

Pups.

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I want one of theseeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Boiling..

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Its just one of those days where everything & everyone
just have to piss the shit out of me. That includes yesterday.

I tried to keep calm and take deep breaths.. but it still wouldn't work.
Part of me feels like screaming and the other part feels like breaking down.

Well, maybe I've just been too tired.
Haven't had a good rest since last week.

I need a holiday! Maybe I just need my boyfriend, like someone said.

Damn.

Looking forward to the weekends.

I'm looking forward to Batu Pahat this weekend to
visit my cousins and at the same time to attend a wedding dinner.
I miss them so much I can't resist skipping class on Saturday to go there.
I already planned nicely which dress to wear for the dinner.
And then today I was kinda forced into going to my college's Orientation Night on Friday.
Pfft!. Now I have to think what to wear for that.
I was thinking of the black dress I wore for my cousin's wedding,
but on 2nd thoughts maybe I should go with the other 2 dresses that I have not worn before.
Super headache. Ish.

Tiredness is killing me. But then again, I had some happy news today!
So theres a reason for me to smile to sleep tonight.
I should dry my hair and head to the bed now.
:)

The day a F-crue was born.

Happy 19th Birthday Aaven Chen!

Big boy alreadyyyyyyyy! Be good yar.
Have a great time and lotsa fun.
Lotsa love.

The day a babe was born.

Happy 20th Birthday Liann Yap!

It might just have been 4 yrs since I first knew you,

but it seems like its been forever.

Stay just the way that you are. We love you that.

This is your special day, so enjoy!

And say bye bye to your teenhood.

Love you lots babe. *Hugs & kisses*

Random

Been so tired running in and out of college everyday.
Not enough sleep, insomnia kicked in again.
So I thought I would have time for myself on weekends
but I was wrong. I have class on Saturdays.

Anyway, a certain issue has been bothering me lately.
And I can't do anything about it.
Ok, maybe there is something I can do.
But the question is, how?
*sigh*
This is really really bad.

Gtg now, pick mom and head home.
Laters.